Not gonna lie: It was absolutely terrifying but I didn't have enough time to start panicking until after it was all over. I had to get those poor bulls back and not just because I'd be financially ruined if I lost them. Like I said before, I'd raised them since they were calves.

[They were practically his own children at that point.]

Though I will admit that after everything settled down, I about had a panic attack over it. I had nightmares about that explosion for months.